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...ano...it seems like I forgot to mention that I won't be posting for at least the next month coz I've got this MAJOR exam coming up....Sorry.
or so she quotes on Friday, August 29, 2003with love<3
Yo! Long time since I last bloged. PMR is coming up and I think the fear has finally started to creep up on me. The thought that I might just not get straight A's has never occured to me before. It might sound like I'm bragging or whatever, I'm not it's the truth and I've been very dumb to actually not notice. See, I know that getting it would be hard and all and I'll have to do quite a bit of cramming later but I honestly never thought that I wouldn't get straight A's. It's so stupid! With the marks I've been getting the past three years you'd think even the thickest of heads would have realized it. But nooo...Ran-chan's head is even thicker than that. So now I'm so scared I've been getting nightmares about it. I have to get those A's and the only way to do it would obviously to start studying and cramming from now. Still even with all those scary dreams and stuff, I still don't feel like it. I haven't really. All I've done is get frightened and I'm doing nothing about it. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't think anyone has had to put up with anyone as anoying as me as theirselves. Aaagghh!! I wanna shoot myself in the head!
or so she quotes on Friday, August 8, 2003with love<3
yawn Yay, I got to skip school today. Yesterday I was helping my dad with his paper grading thing. Stayed up until three and dreamt of nothing. Not the best thing to dream about... =( Oh well. Anyway, the day before yesterday, I went out shopping with Kak Iza, my pet sister. She got me these heels that I seriously doubt I'd ever wear. I can hardly balance in them much less walk around. After that, I had my first ciggerate(sp?). Okay, more like my first five.... =3 I'm not addicted though so it's okay. The first two sticks were for me to get it right. (I couldn't seem to blow out smoke. It goes in and disappears to who knows where. Right, Ran-chan the hopeless one. =3) And I drove! In UM anyway, no cars and whatever. The point is I drove! It was such an amazing experience when the car started moving. I tell you I was so scared. Kak Iza handled the gear and kept telling me which pedal to press and how hard. Plus she had her hand on the wheel to to make sure that I don't swerve or whatever, so it was pretty safe. The point is I drove. [don't noone go telling my parents] Kak Iza is so much fun. Should go shopping with her more often. ;)
or so she quotes on Monday, July 28, 2003with love<3
I saw the Fear Factor advertisment on tv the other day, and I was thinking to myself: exactly what is my worst fear? Usually, I would say cockoroaches and beetles...but that's not really the truth. I know I'm afraid of heights, and I'm afraid of riding in things that moves too fast. (last time a rode in a roller-coaster was too long ago for me to recall)Anyway, like I said, I was thinking...if I really wanted to I could probably not be afraid of these things. Like say I was stuck on a ramp couple of hundreds of feet from the ground and someone said that they'd pay me say ten thousand to walk across it and grab a flag...I probably would. Just tell myself in my mind really quickly, "okay" and without really giving my mind time to object I'd just do it. Truthfully, all I'd have to do would probably to pretend that I'm not afraid of heights and just do it. If anyone's ever in the situation, try it out. Confront your fears and tell me about it. If I ever have the oppertunity myself I certainly would. In a way, that might also mean I'm not really afraid of anything...though that does sound a little discomforting.
or so she quotes on Saturday, July 19, 2003with love<3
Ah, welcome I bid myself. Finally, dear lazy Ran-chan has managed to properly update her Blog. Now, finally, she has a place to vent out her feelings, voice out her thoughts for all the world to read and see. Yep, I've had this account for sooo long yet I've never bothered to do much about it. Anyway, at my tuition today, I got free popcorn! See, Hong owes Kazuki and me food...and we got them today! Yummy delicious honey coated popcorn. =) To be honest I have absoloutly nothing to blog about so...I'll go now.
or so she quotes on Tuesday, July 8, 2003with love<3
Name:
Diyana
Nicks: Ran, De,
Sex: Female
DoB: March 1st
Age: 15
Sign: Pisces
Height: 5'3½"
Location: South East Asia
Ethnic: Asian
Skin: Dark
Hair: Dark Brown, streaked bronze (by the sun)
Eyes: Deep brown
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Movie: Moulin Rouge
Series: Buffy, Frasier
Manga: Recca no Honou
Anime: Witch Hunter Robin
Singer: Miyavi
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Dye my hair white
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Catching up on lost sleep
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Boybands
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If you can't have it, fake it.
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